I dreamt last night that UCLA replied me... only thing was tt it was a 1word reply tt i cld not mk sense out of.
I didn't realise tt subconsciously I wanna go back there so so badly...
I woke up at 6sth and scrambled to check my email.
I still need clearance from NUS. Sigh.. Damn u.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
Wasted away..
I hate staying at home.
Everyone knows that.
I feel my energy draining out of me.
Sigh.. I'm falling into depression.
It's all starting again.
Everyone knows that.
I feel my energy draining out of me.
Sigh.. I'm falling into depression.
It's all starting again.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
I'm home!
It was a great flight home w 3seats to myself.
I'm speechless beyond words by Asians. I can understand why Singapore loses their citizens to other countries and why ppl'll rather work overseas.
In Japan, they came into the aeroplane in gowns and masks. And they used weird, strangelooking devices to screen us. Then they threw out my small cup of pudding when I got off the plane to TRANSIT in Japan. Freak, it's only pudding. It's 1oz of semi-liquid.
And I knew I was back in Singapore when everyone stood ard the baggage claim, as if their luggage was out, while they watched me pull my 2bags off the counter. Then I struggled to pile my 2bags onto my trolley while the males happily watched me by the side. And this female told her mother to stay away cos I was lifting the luggage clumsily.
I've been trying very hard not to cry or swear at anyone/anything. But this is all very F-ed up. Especially when you given the opportunity to compare how 2 nations react to the same situation. I'm truly embarrassed by my country. But all this has made up my mind. I will take my USMLE.
I'm quarantined. Yay :) No need to attend stupid ridiculous gowning sessions.
I'm speechless beyond words by Asians. I can understand why Singapore loses their citizens to other countries and why ppl'll rather work overseas.
In Japan, they came into the aeroplane in gowns and masks. And they used weird, strangelooking devices to screen us. Then they threw out my small cup of pudding when I got off the plane to TRANSIT in Japan. Freak, it's only pudding. It's 1oz of semi-liquid.
And I knew I was back in Singapore when everyone stood ard the baggage claim, as if their luggage was out, while they watched me pull my 2bags off the counter. Then I struggled to pile my 2bags onto my trolley while the males happily watched me by the side. And this female told her mother to stay away cos I was lifting the luggage clumsily.
I've been trying very hard not to cry or swear at anyone/anything. But this is all very F-ed up. Especially when you given the opportunity to compare how 2 nations react to the same situation. I'm truly embarrassed by my country. But all this has made up my mind. I will take my USMLE.
I'm quarantined. Yay :) No need to attend stupid ridiculous gowning sessions.
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